Been working a lot lately! My pay checks are still small, but at least I have money coming in. I'm really considering pushing my start date for film school back a little bit to save more money, but we'll see where I'm at when I move in with my dad. Right now I'm pretty much flat broke, and owing my boyfriend around 2000 dollars for rent and groceries and stuff. And with my paychecks, I will still be paying him back when I move out. Which means, I can't really start saving until it gets too close to September.
I would hate to have to push back my date though. I just feel like time is fleeting, and I don't want to keep putting it off. I want to be young. I know I will be still, but every time I read actor's biographies and stuff, they all had some sort of a start by the time they were in high school. I feel like I'm going to be too late.
I want to take more classes while I'm here as well, but I just can't afford it. My agency won't even let me go on acting auditions because I haven't taken the class to properly audition. It's really frustrating.
But oh well. Things will work out, right?

Goals...

Okay so my top three goals right now are:

1. Get in shape

2. Quit smoking

3. Save $28000 in a year somehow

and honestly, right now I have more faith that I'll get $28000 then I do for the other two. How sad is that?

Had a reallllyyy bad day yesterday. drama drama drama, torn between being a good person and being responsible. But hopefully it's working out now. I gave in and if doing that costs me getting a job or anything else I'm gonna be pissed. But a promise is a promise. I'm losing a week because of it. Which is something I really cannot afford to do right now, but she'd never see that. I just have to suck it up and go with it. Maybe it'll bring me good karma or something haha, and not to mention, hopefully, change her life for the better. And in the end, that's all I want.

Haven't saved anymore money yet. But as soon as I get a job I will.